Splashing In Puddles of Sand

Life goes on....even when we dont want it to

Tomorrow is my last day at work. How do I feel about that?

HAPPY!!! And them some other things...

Actually I thought I would feel a lot happier. I am happy. I am looking forward to Wednesday when I wake up at whatever time I want to, when I do what I want all day, and when I go to bed at whatever time I want to-knowing that I wont have work to go to the next morning. Repeat that for every day over the next 3 months!

But I'll be sad to say goodbye to the people I've spent more time with over the last few months than anyone else. People I see more than my parents, my siblings, my boyfriend, my friends, everyone. When I started working I didnt like it, but as time went on I got friendly with so many people at work that I am going to miss them all.

Maybe one thing that makes me the saddest is knowing that life DOES go on. I dont like that thought. I would like to think that everyone will be devastated that I am leaving, that the world will stop, that things will never be the same again. But that is just me being egocentric and selfish. But I suppose you want to feel like you are so important that the machine wont function with all of its parts--including you. But at the end of the day people come and go...

Life goes on. Even when we dont want it to. Kinda sad really.

posted by Oreo @ 5:28 PM