Splashing In Puddles of Sand

FIND YOUR OWN TRUTH

Today we saw a psychic. It was interesting the way it happened...we had been talking about it for a long time, but we happened to actually be talking about it and trying to decide when to go right when we passed a big sign that said 'psychic.' So that leads me to wonder do coincidences really exist? Is life just a series of meaningless, un-attached events or is there meaning, is there purpose behind all our actions? I tend to believe that everything happens for a reason...I dont try to think about WHY or HOW everything is linked together, or WHO is in control of it all, I'm the first person who'll admit that I have NO idea who or what is in control of the universe, I just live my life and hope they dont think I am too bad of a person. I am too young and too fickle and too prone to head-aches to try and figure out the meaning of life. Maybe when I grow up and figure myself out then I will turn my gaze outwardly...hey, a bit like the poet Antonio Machado...but it's kinda gay that I still remember stuff from college! haha...wow, I can look at college as being the PAST now. Scarey!

Once again I wander from my point. How easily are we willing to believe things that we dont understand? I turn on my tv every day but have no clue how it works-I just trust that at 9pm all I have to do is push a couple of buttons and I get to watch the Amazing Race. And to be honest at 9 pm I dont want to know HOW it works, I just want it to work! I dont know how my ipod stores thousands of songs, I just listen to music. Maybe mp3 files dont exist...and the songs are stored magically. Who knows!!! In the same way, I dont understand how psychics feel this 'energy' of ours and where this energy comes from, but my psychic told me some things that were eerily true. And I mean too true to just have guessed. Which leaves me slightly less cynical but even more curious.

Since my psychic reading my interest has defintely been piqued. Before I kind of thought it was all bull shit. My mind has been swayed though. Sure of course some psychics may make it all up to get paid but there has to be some truth behind it. No wait, there IS some truth in it because I was told stuff that a stranger could not know. I guess now I just have to wait and see if anything else she told me comes true to see if I am a true believer or not. I'm the sorta person that has to see it to believe it...so I need some more persuasion, some more proof but if it's got me questioning it, then that means that its got me thinking, which means I found some truth in it to question.

If you dont believe it, or dont believe me, I have one piece of advice. Go to a psychic and see for yourself. Dont believe me beacuse I probably wouldn't believe anyone that told me either. Go find your own truth

posted by Oreo @ 7:28 AM