Splashing In Puddles of Sand

Holding my Breath, Buying my Time

Sorry about the absence...I havent been around computers much since I last wrote...since I left Ireland really! Well I'm STILL on the Gold Coast...not really getting up to much other than drinking EVERY day and chilling with Rory and her flat mates. She quit her job so we have been spending a lot more time together..but at the same time her boyfriend has been around a lot and I'm getting sick of the whole thing...I hate the whole 3rd wheel thing...I guess it has a lot to do with the fact that I just dont really like the guy. If he were cool it would be different. But it doesnt matter much, and I get on well with Jake and Hobo, rory's other 2 house mates so I have fun with them and block out the other two a lot!

So somehow one week turned into two and time is just flying by. I am either gonna get off my ass on Monday and head south towards sydney or wait here another week...but I dont think I can take any more sitting around drinking doing nothing. It was a nice change but I am sick of it now! I need to get out there and meet more cool backpackers and see stuff!

Today I'm a little sad...I dont really know why, I just woke up in a bad mood. So I am wandering around on my own today, just trying to sort through my thoughts. there's nothing wrong I guess everyone just has down days. I seem to blog on days when I am sad...which is bad because it'll bring the whole tone of my blog down! Ooops!

I still hear from Will quite a bit...we email and text every day or two...another confusing part of my life. It's a strange feeling...I dont really think I'm holding on to him...he's just still a part of my present....but it's strange knowing that someone's out there that means something to me but I dont know when, if ever, I'll see him again. Dont know why I'm writing about this though...

So yeah that's about it...not a very interesting update I know! Ohh! I decided I'm staying here to work for a year or so! I can apply for a working visa online, but I have to apply out of Australia...which means I am going to have to go to Fiji for a week! hehehe! FIJI! Nice one :) On that note though, I am running out of money too fast so I need to watch what I spend and what I spend it on...which is a bit gay!
I needa find a job! haha!

Anyway thanks for reading this...I miss the people that know me sometimes..and that especially includes my blog readers :) It sounds crazy but I do miss all the time sat at my computer blogging and reading everyone elses blogs!

Hope everyone is good...I *PROMISE* to update this more often from now on...and yes, pics will be up one of these days :)

posted by Oreo @ 6:46 AM