SYDNEY MY LOVE!
It's been forever since I have written. Apologies for that. I think I have lost my readers because of that which is not good so sorry for all the ''fans'' out there.Life is great! Things are changing though and it hasnt hit me quite yet.
I leave Sydney in less than 2 weeks. My home! Ok my new home. This city feels like home though, more so than Dublin maybe. I could live here forever...
But I am leaving. To go to Adelaide and beyond. With no money in my bank account. With great friends here. With a guy here. With a job that--however boring it may be--still means money coming to me every week. With local pubs and restaurants and hang outs.
Suddenly I wonder if I want to leave at all. I'm so happy here. A few changes would be needed...a new place to live for sure, some of my flat mates are boring sods. I actually avoid coming home to them. A new job because more money is needed and this job is just not worth it. But other than those minor details, I could stay. Everything could stay the same and I would be happy. Obviously there would be progress but in general, life here is good.
I can feel the tears ready to come already. I can count on my fingers how many time I have cried in the last year since being away. Leaving Will, leaving Hobes, and a few other minor emotional incidents along the way. For the first time I will cry for a city. And so many friends. And relationships being left, and relationships which never even started. For the millions of moments which put a smile on my face.
I'll miss this city. I'll cry for it. I'll long for it. And hopefully, I'll return to it...
posted by Oreo @ 9:28 PM
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