BURN: MATCHBOX TWENTY
I thought aboutLeaving - but I couldn't even get outta bed
Hitchin' - but I couldn't get a ride outta town
Now anyone who really wanted me to be down
Come 'round
Thought about
Singin' but I couldn't remember all of the words
Breakin' but I couldn't get the pieces apart
Laughin' never knowing what the joke was about
Now I'm down
And I wonder how I never got the Burn
And if I'm ever gonna learn
How lonely people make a life
One strain at a time
Forgot About
Everything and everyone I needed before
Tryin' to get a handle on a reason to shine
Pickin' up the pieces that are falling behind takes time
So I wonder how I never got the Burn
And if I'm ever gonna learn
How lonely people make a life
One strain at a time and still shine
This song has been the soundtrack to the last few weeks of my life. It says exactly what I am feeling. I just feel so up in the air...so confused. I am surrounded by doubts right now. And not just about the men in my life (or more accurately the man lacking in my life), but about my friends, and about my future, my life as a whole. So this song portrays my feelings...I cant seem to do anything right. I always end up in the middle...breaking but I can't get the pieces apart. My life isn't exactly falling apart, but it's certainly not all together either. I just don't feel like I am on anyone's same wave length. No one understands what is going on with me, and what is worse is no one seems to be trying to understand. Not like anyone could even help...all the uncertainties and confusion is within me...which leaves me on my own...wondering if I'm ever gonna learn how lonely people make a life....
posted by Oreo @ 5:46 PM
1 Comments:
it sucks to be in a different wavelength... but hey, sometimes that's better...
remember that there's always that light at the end of the tunnel :)
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