Saturday, November 12, 2005

Feed on me

Today I feel sick. Alone. Worried. Confused. Anxious.

SCARED.

I don't really want to get into why, but I guess when things scare you all of a sudden it is like a wake-up call. You realize how much you take for granted. You realize that you COULD be so much worse, that life could be hard, that all of a sudden, feeling sorry for myself doesn't seem so harsh anymore.

The good thing is that maybe it is just a scare and maybe everything will be alright and maybe it's just something to make you over-react and find meaning again. Maybe this is all just to ground me again, to help me appreciate all the little things I used to...

but I am scared. I feel like a little kid and I feel so out of control and confused and I just want to cry and cry and cry some more....But I've grown up. And I cant cry any more. Even about this...

2 Comments:

At 11/15/2005 7:35 AM, Blogger mi said...

I am the master of my fate;
I am the captain of my soul.
-W.E.Henley.

some power words i discovered last night...

it will all be better oreo.. i know it sounds cliche.. but it's true.. i know u can kick life's ass and i know you'll come up from this one... i just know it!

*hugs* from mi too

 
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