Splashing In Puddles of Sand

BLAH!

I am in a strange mood lately. It has been a quiet week and I am getting a bit restless. Not just with right now but with life in general. I am in a crazy limbo stage where NOTHING is where it will stay, everything is in transition.

I think I am staying here an extra year...but I have to wait and see if the visa situation works out.

I think I will move back to Sydney.

But I am travelling in asia in May with my brother.

I am supposed to go to France in August for the World Cup. That doesnt end till October.

Then what about working in Australia after that?

So many things that I dont know and all I really want is a bit of security. To know something for sure. Whether it is where I will live or where I will end up or who I will be going back to...I just want something definite. Only because there are none.

I wouldn't say loneliness has set in. Or insecurity.

I am fine. Just a little dazed. So many thoughts clouding up my mind that it hurts

posted by Oreo @ 9:59 AM