Solitude
There are always going to be bumps along the road of life. Right now though, I feel like I'm completely off the track. I'm riding on some back road....I dont know where this road is leading me, but I've been on it for too long....I'm starting to run out of gas and there's no one around to save me...My life feels so different from the way it used to be. EVERYTHING has changed. What happend to going out all week and meeting so many people, and hanging with my boyfriend on the weekends, and having non-stop fun. I have none of that anymore. I don't have anything. Somehow every friend I have seems to have disappeared. I know I haven't lost them all, everyone's just busy. Whether they are in Australia, Honduras, the U.S, Laois or Dublin, everyone has just disappeared. I guess I've been slightly estranged too.
I know some times life will be rough...A lot of times it will be. And I'm ok with that. All I wish is that there was someone to stand next to me when it pours rain. Not to offer me some shelter, not to block the wind...but just to be there. I miss company. I miss friendship. Nothing feels the same anymore. Even friendships with some of my closest friends feel like they have dissolved. I don't understand what is going on. All I want is another person there. Someone to make the sun shine through the rain clouds. Someone to splash in the puddles with. But so far, in truely tragic style, no one seems to be there when you need them the most...
posted by Oreo @ 7:54 PM
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