Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Perplexed

I'm sad today but I dont know why...

I was fine till I got home from work...we were all having a good time and doing a bit of a pub quiz because there wasn't much work to be done, and all of a sudden I find myself sitting here feeling sad. It could just be the quiet aftermath after a long day at the office...or at least a day that felt long because I'm used to NOT working because of the holidays.

And I'm faced with a knawing reminder that I have to go to the gym, and I'm starting to believe maybe I am feeling sad just so I can stay home and feel sorry for myself :( But that wont happen! Failure is not an option. Or should I say flab is not an option :) I used to get up and go to the gym no problem, lately it feels like a chore...and I have noticed how out of shape I am now compared to a month ago, which makes me mad. BUT! In 6 weeks I'll be lying out on a beach trying to attract kiwi guys so that I'll have someone to talk to...so to the gym I must go! hehe! When I put it that way...I'm gone :)

2 Comments:

At 1/03/2006 10:22 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Exercise is proven to increase general well being and happiness. Its got nothing to do with flab. Its about releasing chemicals.

I am proof that there is life after quite severe (and clinical) depression.

Kate

 
At 1/04/2006 12:38 AM, Blogger mi said...

hmmm..

i'd say that... a beach, guys, and a swimsuit is a good enough excuse to hit the gym.

i'm preparing for 7 months from now.

wow.

 

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