Splashing In Puddles of Sand

Scattered

Thanks for the good advice regarding the boy. I have banished him from my life for the next few days. I haven't talked to him in about 2 or 3 days, it feels good. I will keep it up for another few days till I can clear my thoughts. I needed a break from him though and it's good to be able to just avoid him for a while.

My thoughts have been scattered lately. Just confusing. I wouldnt say that I am in a bad place, but I am in a strange one. Lots of thoughts and things that need to get sorted out in my head. In a full week in my hostel I havent talked to one person for over 10 minutes probably. Maybe less. I just dont feel like it. I dont know if that is right, and have considered forcing myself to be social, but I dont have the money to go out and drink, dont have the clarity in my head to concern myself with others. So I have spent a lot of time alone, by choice. Maybe soon I will start sorting things out, get a job, an apartment, and then be able to focus on things other than myself. For now though, it's all in the air I am afraid.

posted by Oreo @ 10:01 AM