Monday, September 18, 2006

Clarity

Lying in bed last night I reached total clarity in my head. It was like reaching a nirvana in thought. I was finally back in control of my brain, my thoughts, my actions.

I realized the other day how it's taken me a week to get nowhere. No job yet, no apartment, no new friends even. But last night it was all clarified for me. I had nothing to do, robbie williams on tv--no thanks. So I decided I would just go to bed, cuz someone was sleeping in the room so I couldnt have the light on. So I get into bed with my ipod on, just to think for a while, and oh how I thought! I just got back on the right track. My head is cleared, from everything now. All worries, all dilemmas, doubts and fears. I am shocked at how fast I was able to clean it up. This week of getting nowhere has gotten me farther than I could have imagined. I feel peace, about a lot of things.

So that is me, feeling good today. The sun is shining, it's 25 degrees, lunch time, and I have an interview in an hour!

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